Hayes Jackson Goehring

I know I’m just now getting back into blogging… Maybe it’s because I have more time at home on my hands, but honestly I think it’s because there are some big things that have happened that I want to share with others. From having a baby of our own (post to come soon) to watching a dear friend loose her own son, I’ve seen my photography take on a whole other meaning.

I think I always saw photography encapsulate the really joyful moments of life and never fully understood, nor do I still, that joy & love can also be captured in the moment of extreme pain and grief. I want to preface this post by saying I struggled with if I should post or not because these photos included here are very hard to look at. But after talking with this friend, getting permission to post, backed with a lot of prayer, I pray you see the beauty here. I pray that this helps someone in their grief know they aren’t alone and maybe encourages another to be willing to sit in the grief with someone else, even if it is uncomfortable, even if it’s scary.

I felt unworthy to capture such raw moments but yet soo honored that the Lord would allow me to capture life here today and gone tomorrow. Watching the verse in James 4 play out before your eyes is incredibly hard to swallow but yet a needed reminder for me:

What is your life? For you are a mist that appears for a little time and then vanishes. (James 4:14)

The morning Leslie called me was completely orchestrated by the Lord. My son Jax normally will wake up between 4 & 5 AM to nurse, but on this morning he had an unusual 2 AM wake-up call that had me nursing and looking at my phone that was on silent when the dreaded phone call come through… I knew Hayes, Leslie and Seth’s son, was having some trouble staying stable after being born with a Diaphramic Hernia and a phone call at 2 AM couldn’t be good news… As soon as I heard the words, “Hayes is gone, can you please come up to the hospital and capture these last moments we have with him?” The only words that could come out were “…. Of course, I’ll be there as soon as I can.”

I hung up and cried while holding Jax. As soon as I could, I headed that way and praise God that my camera was somehow completely charged. I’m telling you, everything was an act of God and his grace…. Which reminded me that he is acquainted with every bit that we go through… even our grief… He knew the pain and grief that Leslie and Seth were going through and wanted to remind them that he valued Hayes’ life to give them memories to look back on and remember him.

He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief; and as one from whom men hide their faces he was despised, and we esteemed him not. (Isaiah 53:3)

He knows what it’s like to have His son die. Jesus knows the sting of death, but he also knows the victory over the grave and full eternal life that Hayes is experiencing RIGHT NOW.

Even though we may not know how to be with people in their grief, I think the thing I was reminded of is that our God knows. He alone equips us for every good work and word to meet people where they are and simply to be with them, because he is acquainted with grief and equips us to do every good work and word.

Now may the God of peace who brought again from the dead our Lord Jesus, the great shepherd of the sheep, by the blood of the eternal covenant, equip you with everything good that you may do his will, working in us that which is pleasing in his sight, through Jesus Christ, to whom be glory forever and ever. Amen. (Hebrews 13:20-21)

Photography captures moments that are fleeting. Here and then so quickly gone. Moments that can never be replicated… That’s what I watched unfold as I quietly clicked the shutter release on my camera at the hospital. These sweet friends wouldn’t have any more moments with their son… This was all they had and I HAD to give them every single moment. The moments I wanted to look away were met with the the thought of “This is all the time they have with Hayes.” And thoughts of, “Lord, I can’t do this anymore.” were met with the reminder that our Father is constantly present with us in our most joyful and sorrow-filled moments, so we as his children get to do the same for others.

I’m thankful that the Lord would allow me to capture these moments. Hayes’ life impacted me in ways that I can never fully put into words. I can’t fully express how it reminds me that the Lord’s plans are for a greater purpose than I can comprehend, or even how our deep love and affection for the things He gives us, like our children, are to be even more grand and beautiful in eternity because they will be complete in the presence of our Savior.

Hayes’ you made me fall more in love with my God. Lord, I’m grateful for his life. Thank you Jesus for being so near in the days of joy and especially in the days of grief.

Thank you for reading.

Much Love,
Brittney

These photos are intended to honor the life of Hayes Jackson Goehring.

Paige + Kyle Wedding

Wow it has been a bit since I did a blog post. But now that I’m back from having a baby and now working part-time at my previous job, I have some more free time to share some of my most previous work!

Kyle and Paige’s wedding was SUCH a beautiful Texas summer wedding. These two faithfully shared the love of their Savior every step of their wedding. We endured the heat, captured the sweet moments of the day, and danced the night away!

Enjoy some of my favorite photos from the day!

Venue: Arrowwood Events

xo,

Britt

Bohrer Family Photoshoot at Farm Luck

Family photoshoots are always special. This particular shoot was especially special because the Bohrer family added two sweet lives to their family the day before this shoot. They had been fostering to adopt and adopted these sweet boys into their family. What an AMAZING picture of the gospel! It takes me right to Ephesians 1. 

In love he predestined us for adoption to himself as sons through Jesus Christ, according to the purpose of his will, to the praise of his glorious grace, with which he has blessed us in the Beloved. In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of his grace, which he lavished upon us, in all wisdom and insight making known to us the mystery of his will, according to his purpose, which he set forth in Christ as a plan for the fullness of time, to unite all things in him, things in heaven and things on earth. In him we have obtained an inheritance, having been predestined according to the purpose of him who works all things according to the counsel of his will, so that we who were the first to hope in Christ might be to the praise of his glory.
— Ephesians 1:4–12

What a picture of His grace! Praise God for how he lavishes his grace, wisdom, and love on us as children of God. Now, enjoy the Bohrer family pictures.

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Bowles Family Photoshoot at the Lumen Room

I've decided that having a home or natural light studio where kids can be contained, yet run free is the way to go when it comes to family photoshoots. It makes me want to create my own natural light studio!

*IF ONLY* 

The lovely family on the blog today is the Bowles family! This family is near and dear to my heart! I've only known them for a few years but they will definitely be lifelong friends! Not only are we friends but I work alongside Matt at Ovilla Road Baptist Church. He is the Student Minister and RebelBase (the student ministry) is so awesome. If you are looking for a place for your students to be loved, discipled well by the church, and partners alongside your family's discipleship, RebelBase is the place to be. 

We went to the Bryan Street location of the Lumen Room to capture their growing family and IT. WAS. A. BLAST!!! 

Check out some pictures of this lovely family in this lovely space!

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I know! The Bowles family is adorable. 

Much love,
Brittney

Josh Kilzer 16th Birthday Photoshoot

Who doesn’t like classic cars? Especially if you are a 16 year old boy?! Josh’s 16th birthday shoot was pretty amazing. I kinda wanted to take the classic chevy for a drive around the block once we were finished. Josh not only wanted to highlight his cool car but also proudly represented his school and his church! From classic cars to graffiti walls inside a church building, I think everyone should take pictures for their birthday! 

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Etter Family Photoshoot

I thought I would share a favorite mini session of mine from this past Christmas season. The Etters are amazing friends! They actually introduced Austin and I (a story I should probably share in the future). Urban photoshoots are a great idea during the winter season while the trees shed their leaves, so when they contacted me about this idea, I, of course, jumped on it! Even though one of the girls didn’t feel quite well, you wouldn’t be able to tell because they all look STUNNING! Velvet dresses, historical buildings, and downtown Fort Worth makes this whole Christmas picture photoshoot a favorite of mine. I pray that even though we are past the Christmas season, you are reminded of all the sweet gifts God has given. He has come to give us love, joy, peace, and help. 

 

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Mason Senior Photos

Graduation is coming up SO SOON for the seniors of 2018!! Today, I get to share our senior session with Mason from a couple of weeks back. Mason is an avid disc golf player and wanted to have his session at Lester Lorch Park in Cedar Hill. I had never been there but said, "OF COURSE!" Because I'm always up for trying new places. And to say the location was a hit is an understatement! Check out the pics we captured! 

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Probably my favorite part about this photoshoot is that we through his siblings to get some fun sibling shots at the beginning of the shoot! 

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The fun thing about the sibling session is that Mason is graduating and his little sister is entering Kindergarten!!! So we HAD to get the picture above! 

Okay, back to pics of just Mason! 

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Thanks for stopping by!

Grace & peace, 
Brittney

Kayci Darkroom Session

Guys, I'm utterly terrible at doing blog posts. Being a full-time Designer plus doing this fun business on the side keeps me busy and you know blogging tends to be the thing that I put on the back burner. 

In my feeble attempts at blogging my work, I knew I HAD to share Kayci's Darkroom session. Because well... IT. WAS. MAGICAL. I'm not joking! Photographers if you haven't visited this lovely moody venue, you need to. 

Kayci is a sweet friend that I've had for years that I also have the privilege of working with. She shoots photos as well and one day I looked over at her and said, "Hey, could I do you a photoshoot for you?" And the creativity began! 

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Oh and did I mention her awesome pup came along? Isn't he the cutest (insert all the heart eye emojis here)! Meet Scout!!!

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Can you believe that the picture below is in the BATHROOM? When the lighting is amazing, even in the bathroom, you utilize every inch of space!

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Isn't Kayci stunning!!!! And who can pull off bright red lipstick like her?! 

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Want to go to the Darkroom and capture pictures with me?! Let me know!!!

Much love,
Brittney